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Journal #20150114 Laugh, Cry, or Scream?....

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 14, 2015, 9:37 PM


 

 

I’ve been seeing a lot of journals recently saying how people want to be more active. Well I kinda want to do the same. Or at least try.

So,

I’m going to try and post at least a monthly journal if not a weekly journal. I’m going to try and not rant/vent but with the way things in my life is going at the moment, it might be hard….  ;_;

More than likely I’m going to post things about my characters and stories in an attempted to stay positive… Which with recent events at home is going to be hard.

 

For those interested in why I’m so melancholy,

Last year was a real morale drainer, things just wouldn’t stop for me, thought happy thoughts and the ‘vers was like “Nope.” As it is, I have not fully recovered from what happened last summer and doubt I ever will. In its simplicity, I got gout. Or more to the point, I got into some money trouble cause of gout. Why? Cause, I had no insurance and had to spend 3 paychecks trying to pay for the medical bills.

I would have asked those online for help, but, between the low morale and the medication I couldn’t really focus on my art and why ask those for help when it’s rare for people to commission me anyway?

Then… There’s my family… god… Idiots!

I own the property I live on, my parents live with me, I pay the taxes on my place 100%, my sister who was allowed into a second trailer on my property, by my father, had not paid me rent in over 2 years (finally got 1 payment January 2nd) so she owes me over 3 grand in back rent, and let her derp of a boyfriend move in without asking anyone, namely me, and I was forced into allowing this despite my objections.

Now, my sister thinks if my parents moves out, she would inherent MY place and can bully me and make me pay RENT! Uh, wait…. WHAT???? 

Then to add insult to injury, I was texted by my mother that my father was filling out an application for a trucking company that he had worked for years ago… IN MY NAME!!!! WTF!

I know I need a new job to get out of the dead end one I am in now, but, god! Don’t do it behind my back! Especially when it’s a life changer like that! There were reasons I stop driving semis otr. Some of them are going to haunt me for a long time. It was my father’s dream to drive 18 wheels over the road, not mine. It was my fall back job if I failed at collage. Guess what? I failed… At both… *cries*

 

So yeah, mood wise I am not at 100%...

Health wise, I want to cry because I have 2 possibly 4 abscess teeth that I want have removed ASAP….

That’s not even the quoted $150 I need to get an O2 seiner replaced in my truck just so I can get it inspected by the end of the month….

 

Fun times…. Fun times….

*slinks off to weep*



I just wanted to say I hope that others are going to have a Happy New Year’s.

At least better than mine anyway.

Today is going to be bittersweet for me, this has been a horrid year for me and my parents and I’ll be glad to see it end.

Unfortunately, we will be dealing with the events that has happen in 2014 for years to follow….

As it is, I am writing this as I get ready for a funeral….

I might explain more about the “Melancholy of FrostLupus” when I get back later this afternoon/evening… It’s just… Been a really bad year for my moral…

X-mas Doll by FrostLupus
X-mas Doll
A picture of one of my adopts that I got a while back. Reggie "Rag Doll"
I wanted to do a quick Christmas pic and got this.
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Ranger And Amber X-mas card by FrostLupus
Ranger And Amber X-mas card
A Christmas commission I finished last night.
Two friends of mine from another site that have gotten together.

Each character belongs to their owner
Art is mine.
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The Pumkin Patch by FrostLupus
The Pumkin Patch
Managed to collect myself long enough to draw this, my yearly Halloween picture.
Glad I was able to keep up with my tradition. Yay...
This almost had a nsfw ych version, but I didn't feel up to it after I had started working on it.

Anyway,
Hope everyone has a good and safe Halloween.
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FrostLupus
The Dreamer and the Dream
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
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Actual Name: Andy (or Andrew for business, or if you are upset at me :lol:)
Current Residence: New York... (NOT THE CITY!!)
Favourite genre of music: dance/alteritive techno
Favourite style of art: manga/ traditional
Operating System: Windows 7
Personal Quote: Live out of your Imagenation not your memory.
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Journal #20150114 Laugh, Cry, or Scream?....

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 14, 2015, 9:37 PM


 

 

I’ve been seeing a lot of journals recently saying how people want to be more active. Well I kinda want to do the same. Or at least try.

So,

I’m going to try and post at least a monthly journal if not a weekly journal. I’m going to try and not rant/vent but with the way things in my life is going at the moment, it might be hard….  ;_;

More than likely I’m going to post things about my characters and stories in an attempted to stay positive… Which with recent events at home is going to be hard.

 

For those interested in why I’m so melancholy,

Last year was a real morale drainer, things just wouldn’t stop for me, thought happy thoughts and the ‘vers was like “Nope.” As it is, I have not fully recovered from what happened last summer and doubt I ever will. In its simplicity, I got gout. Or more to the point, I got into some money trouble cause of gout. Why? Cause, I had no insurance and had to spend 3 paychecks trying to pay for the medical bills.

I would have asked those online for help, but, between the low morale and the medication I couldn’t really focus on my art and why ask those for help when it’s rare for people to commission me anyway?

Then… There’s my family… god… Idiots!

I own the property I live on, my parents live with me, I pay the taxes on my place 100%, my sister who was allowed into a second trailer on my property, by my father, had not paid me rent in over 2 years (finally got 1 payment January 2nd) so she owes me over 3 grand in back rent, and let her derp of a boyfriend move in without asking anyone, namely me, and I was forced into allowing this despite my objections.

Now, my sister thinks if my parents moves out, she would inherent MY place and can bully me and make me pay RENT! Uh, wait…. WHAT???? 

Then to add insult to injury, I was texted by my mother that my father was filling out an application for a trucking company that he had worked for years ago… IN MY NAME!!!! WTF!

I know I need a new job to get out of the dead end one I am in now, but, god! Don’t do it behind my back! Especially when it’s a life changer like that! There were reasons I stop driving semis otr. Some of them are going to haunt me for a long time. It was my father’s dream to drive 18 wheels over the road, not mine. It was my fall back job if I failed at collage. Guess what? I failed… At both… *cries*

 

So yeah, mood wise I am not at 100%...

Health wise, I want to cry because I have 2 possibly 4 abscess teeth that I want have removed ASAP….

That’s not even the quoted $150 I need to get an O2 seiner replaced in my truck just so I can get it inspected by the end of the month….

 

Fun times…. Fun times….

*slinks off to weep*



I had a thought. When a fighter takes off from a ship, what kind of launch method do you like? 

100%
3 deviants said catapulted out of a launch bay (aka Battlestar Galactica)
0%
No deviants said Under its own power out of the haner.
0%
No deviants said Droped out of the underside of the ship (aka Babylon 5's cobra bays or a regular Star Destroyer))

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fum316 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey, Frost I think I have a concept you might be interested in.  It's called a M.E.R.
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FrostLupus Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, you piqued my curiosity.
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fum316 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Student General Artist
It stands for Mobile Emergency Room, designed for patience that can't wait.  It even has garage unit for patience that are on the move.
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FrostLupus Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ooo.... So like an ambulance, or a hospital ship type thing.
Interesting.
Definitely Piqued my interest.
So its like a shuttle or vehicle or there like?
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CyberFox Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014   Artist
greetings
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Jesse220 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
Happy Birthday! Free Birthday Icon birthday cake :OktanasBirthdayGift: Me and My Birthday Cake 
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FrostLupus Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you ^^
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Jesse220 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
Your welcome :)
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fum316 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Hello, I thought I would share this with you.
fum316.deviantart.com/journal/…
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WideFoot Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hey, I noticed that you've  got some new Sketchup ships built.  They look really interesting!  Would you consider putting them on the warehouse?  
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