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Oh boy its been a while since I posted a journal over here,
Anyway over on FA I'm doing a Freebie Wing-it pictures for the holiday

The original journal is here www.furaffinity.net/journal/79…

but the context goes like this~

Well, as evident of my Star Wars picture, I am slowly acclimating to my new(er) laptop.
And I got thinking today that even though I do have 2 projects I'm currently working on,
(a Commission and a YCH, which may or may not be a collab as I'm taking a long time to do the sketch poses XP )

They're not holiday related...

Now normally I wouldn't care much about the Christmas season, (personal reasons that I won't go into)
However, I would like to do a few quick pictures with either a Christmas theme or a New Years theme.
They'll be of what I call doodle quality www.furaffinity.net/view/18987…
and be done rather quickly (plan to have them all done no later than Dec. 31/Jan 1)
(If you want to upgrade them and don't mind a wait, then I'll line and color for only 5$)

I just ask that you fill out the "Application" below.

Application


Theme:
Rating: (SFW/NSFW)
Ref:
Candy:
Freebie or Upgrade

REMINDER
Doodles are FREE
colored Sketches (as I call them) are 5$ more

Slots:
1: Jaherosa =
2: Fenrisulfr_Wolf =
3: Itaris =
4:
5:

(more are open if there's enough interested...) 
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Journal # 20150216

(I apologize for the late posting of this, but, irl always get in the way)

I hope everyone had a good weekend (mine sucked, but it happens to me on almost every holiday…)

Anyway,
I know I’ve been kinda hinting at this for a bit and I decided to bring this project I’ve been working on to light.

Now as some know, the comic “Shipwrecked” has tanked, (as I said in other journals.) It never really got out of the brain storming stage, mostly because I couldn’t create and write (in my own opinion) a coherent connecting story besides the plot. Then I started to change the whole concept and well… Until I get something better than what I have, the “Shipwrecked” comic is on ice.

However, in wake of “Shipwrecked” I’m creating another comic series called “Tails of Fantasies and Nightmares”. The premised will be the same, 1 to 5 pages (though the average will probably be 3) with a combination of different fetishes and fantasies that will play out. It will be set up like the “Twilight Zone” or the “Outer Limits,” with different stories with no true connections between those stories.
It is going to take place in my “TotWW” universe, so there will be a mix of normal, sci-fi, and magic/occult involved with each of the stories.

I know last year, I asked for volunteers for “Shipwrecked” and I am hoping to get conformation that the “original” cast is still interested in getting drawn and some of the stories are being plan accordingly. (There is one or two that I’m going to push through because she has already gave me permission to draw her character before and the one story is something that I’ve wanted to draw for a better part of a year.)

I am thinking of possibly opening up and adding others to this comic project as I progress with the series. Depending on the stories, these will almost be a win a date with one (or more) of my characters YCHs (Your Character Hear) comics. Plus one thing to keep in mind these comics are done on my own time and in all honesty I’ll be in no real rush at the moment to get these done.

So people know, these comics may include (but not limited to) vanilla sex scenes as well as several fetishes, like bestiality, slime, tentacles , soft vore, stomach inflation, mud sex/quicksand, and possibly a few others. However, like before, I will not include, Gore, Hard Vore, Scat, or any other types of bodily waist. Most of these stories will not have a death in them, if it does it will be implied and not shown, and if there is vore, it will be non-fatal.

There are currently 4 stories, with the pilot being worked on now.
“Down the Rabbit Hole”
“The Hired Hand”
“Lessons”
“Shadow Ally” (working title)

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I’ve been seeing a lot of journals recently saying how people want to be more active. Well I kinda want to do the same. Or at least try.

So,

I’m going to try and post at least a monthly journal if not a weekly journal. I’m going to try and not rant/vent but with the way things in my life is going at the moment, it might be hard….  ;_;

More than likely I’m going to post things about my characters and stories in an attempted to stay positive… Which with recent events at home is going to be hard.

 

For those interested in why I’m so melancholy,

Last year was a real morale drainer, things just wouldn’t stop for me, thought happy thoughts and the ‘vers was like “Nope.” As it is, I have not fully recovered from what happened last summer and doubt I ever will. In its simplicity, I got gout. Or more to the point, I got into some money trouble cause of gout. Why? Cause, I had no insurance and had to spend 3 paychecks trying to pay for the medical bills.

I would have asked those online for help, but, between the low morale and the medication I couldn’t really focus on my art and why ask those for help when it’s rare for people to commission me anyway?

Then… There’s my family… god… Idiots!

I own the property I live on, my parents live with me, I pay the taxes on my place 100%, my sister who was allowed into a second trailer on my property, by my father, had not paid me rent in over 2 years (finally got 1 payment January 2nd) so she owes me over 3 grand in back rent, and let her derp of a boyfriend move in without asking anyone, namely me, and I was forced into allowing this despite my objections.

Now, my sister thinks if my parents moves out, she would inherent MY place and can bully me and make me pay RENT! Uh, wait…. WHAT???? 

Then to add insult to injury, I was texted by my mother that my father was filling out an application for a trucking company that he had worked for years ago… IN MY NAME!!!! WTF!

I know I need a new job to get out of the dead end one I am in now, but, god! Don’t do it behind my back! Especially when it’s a life changer like that! There were reasons I stop driving semis otr. Some of them are going to haunt me for a long time. It was my father’s dream to drive 18 wheels over the road, not mine. It was my fall back job if I failed at collage. Guess what? I failed… At both… *cries*

 

So yeah, mood wise I am not at 100%...

Health wise, I want to cry because I have 2 possibly 4 abscess teeth that I want have removed ASAP….

That’s not even the quoted $150 I need to get an O2 seiner replaced in my truck just so I can get it inspected by the end of the month….

 

Fun times…. Fun times….

*slinks off to weep*



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Happy New Year

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I just wanted to say I hope that others are going to have a Happy New Year’s.

At least better than mine anyway.

Today is going to be bittersweet for me, this has been a horrid year for me and my parents and I’ll be glad to see it end.

Unfortunately, we will be dealing with the events that has happen in 2014 for years to follow….

As it is, I am writing this as I get ready for a funeral….

I might explain more about the “Melancholy of FrostLupus” when I get back later this afternoon/evening… It’s just… Been a really bad year for my moral…

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First, to all the new watchers. Thank you for the watch. It is appreciated.
And sorry about this journal but...

( - If you don't like rant journals, Don't continue. - )


Sorry that I've been quiet. Just, so much drama has been going on with me recently.
Needless to say, I have been very down in the dumps with every thing that has happened to me.

This summer has made me go through physical and emotional pains.
Then add to the fact that I'm taking a medication that's supposed to be helping me, but its also severely affecting my emotions.

I know it may seem stupid, but it has affected my drive towards my drawing.
Meaning I'm not drawing. At all at the moment. I get on my computer, get set up, and stare blankly at my screen.
I can't draw.
Its not art block, more like my drive is gone.
So, the comic and the requests that I've been asked to do have currently gone nowhere.
In-fact the "Shipwreck" comic has been shelved and I have gotten nowhere with the requests.
I'm sorry, but its the sad truth...

Hell, in all honesty, I've been wanting to write a journal explaining what has happen, but I've also been hesitant to post it cause, why?
Why bother.
No one really responds to my journals unless there's free art or I swear I threaten suicide...
(Just seems like it to me...)

Just feel like I walk alone. There's no one I can really turn to. Just seems like I'm being abandon by my so called "friends."

*sigh*

Just go ahead and ignore this...
As I am certain the vast majority will do...


Just seems when I'm in trouble and need a friend, I am always abandon and alone...
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